All those songs reflect all the people that live within me.

- Janet Jackson

My Recovery


After years of suffering from depression and anxiety issues I have overcome them. I thought I would never say this but I am truly feeling great. Can you truly feel the bliss of paradise if you haven’t been through hell? It isn’t finally being happy which makes you feel content. It’s the recovery. The fact that you manage to help yourself from the mess you thought you once were to simply being less of a mess. When you finally do climb your way out of hell I believe that you should not feel necessarily ‘happy’ because life is about experiencing the ups and downs. You are supposed to feel self-fulfilled.

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These Walls


Sometimes I feel like nobody cares.

Is anyone even there?

I lay awake crying for help,

but these walls muffle my screams.

The walls inside my head.

I know that people care,

but they don’t act like they do,

but then again who knew,

that anything was ever wrong.

I then remember the walls,

the walls that have muffled,

Whoever wrote this, this is really beautiful :D 


Progress is not just physical, but also mental. Your mind progresses as you gradually transition from one stage of life to the next. It varies from person to person, but everyone eventually moves on from one stage in life to the next. That is what i’m trying to do. My brother and sister both have jobs and are doing their own thing, it’s time for me to progress. This is not a new thought, either. I’ve been wanting to get my own place and start my life for quite some time now. It seems like people aren’t wanting to help me, though. I don’t know how, but I will get to where I need to and want to be.